Jealous Hypocrite

Go away!
Why can they not just go away rather than lingering?
What is the need to hold on to them is what I am wondering?
What kind of friendship are you hoping for?
Those who were friends on a long term basis, prior to a fling I can understand...
but the others, the newer ones..what is the point?
No respect for vows made, not their own or any one elses...
stay away from my family, I believe in what I said, what I pledged,
I value the promises I made, stay away...go away...#*^% OFF!!!!
Its not a one way thing, and blame cannot be placed on the one party alone.
Why will he not let her go? Why does he feel the need to carry on?
Why can I not purge my life of this infestation?

I Love

It has been hard
accepting love as is.
Waiting for something,
looking for something devious,
something to prove it all wrong.
I only find his kind eyes and warm heart,
comforting me, knowing that he loves me,
only me.
I look deeper, delve deeper searching for another,
only to find me, only me.
What have I been looking for?
Mistrust in myself, and all around me,
but he holds steadfast.
His strength, conviction, and faith
he carries us both over the rocks and obstacles.
I love him, only him...forever and always.
My lover, my best-friend, my partner, MY HUSBAND